Wednesday, April 25, 2007
Family photo, my dad is the small grey man in the middle, his name is Billy or should I say The Reverend William Alexander Heasley, my brothers left to right, Me, Paul, Matthew, john and Evan.
Do you think that ego could drive people to blog? It does me sometimes....In fact ego could drive us to do a lot of things.
Sometimes I wonder about ego and the fine line between being egotistical and loving yourself. Loving yourself can sound a little egotistical maybe being happy in your own skin would be better.
It's a big one, but most of the time I love myself. I don't know if this links but one thing that can stress me is what do others think of me! but then I go up and down with that, sometimes I convince myself I don't care, other times I do care.
I think we can live our lives like this and I am not to sure it will ever change. One day I like myself the next day I worry about ego, one day I don't care what people think the next I do. Actually even breaking it into days is too defined, one minute I don't care the next minute I do.
It's not like I am all over the place emotionally or mentally but I fluctuate in what I feel about the world and how I respond to it. Maybe thats what makes us interesting, we don't just live instinctively like animals.
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