Found this on a blog called Sins of the father don't know how I found it, some aimless lunch time blog surfing!

Beautiful piece of writing:

To laugh is to risk appearing the fool
To weep is to risk appearing sentimental
To reach out is to risk involvement
To disclose feelings is to risk disclosing your true self
To place your dreams before the crowd is to risk their love
To live is to risk dying
To hope is to risk despair
To try is to risk failure
But the greatest hazard is to risk nothing
The one who risks nothing,does nothing and has
Nothing - and finally is nothing
They may avoid sufferings and sorrow,
But simply cannot learn, feel,change,grow or love
Only one who risks is free

Jean Vanier

So we are going for the People carrier, I am over £1100 after 24 hours, I reckon that is a fifth of the way!!!! Trying not to feel the pressure of putting this little dream out there, but I am feeling that this has the breath of God on it, so lets se what happens.