Thursday, September 13, 2007
My brother told me I looked tired the other day and the man in my little local coffee shop told me I had a tired face. I don't actually feel as weary as I did, just physically tired. My reactions are probably a little off kilter at the moment, but thats okay I am aware of it. Self Awareness is the key, well probably a little more than self awareness, being aware of what you are like and balancing it out so that you don't go to the extremes of your character.
In many ways we all know the places we could go to if we let ourselves!!! They wouldn't always be good places, holding back is good sometimes. So I need to get more sleep, then I'll feel better.
I had a weird dream the other night: In my dream I was with some team members we walked around a corner and then they went through a door, as they did a naked woman stepped out, I didn't know her, but she was lap dancer, she was crying, I hugged her, but this felt wrong because she was naked and I was alone, so I stepped back and went to give her an overcoat as I did this the team came back and I felt terribly embarrassed. I then woke up, it wasn't a sexual dream, just strange but it has stuck in my head. Whats that all about then?
Weird but not freaky, I just can't explain these things, I am not going mad......
at 1:11 PM